A Poet's Rain

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medicine: good article!

lakieta: hey i like your site i have one too you can come and see it if youwant to i hop to see you there bye4 now and god bless

Mr.Sam: Hey Reign, It's me ,your producer. Just wanted to holla and say that I am ready for Vol II. Are you ready...Let's do it. I got new traxs...Love You

Lately: Just dropped in to say "HI"

Angie: Hiya, Just blog hopping. Great Journal you have here, hope you're having a good day ~ Angie ~

Rev. Handy: Just passing by and wanted to stop and say hello and God Bless!!!

Margaret: Its not just your family the other day I took an insanity test and out of ten I 6.15.And everyone gets writers block.

FLSoldier: Just wanted to drop in and wish you a Happy New Year. Just read your journal and wanted to offer my sympathy on your loss. It appears your father meant a lot to you. I will keep you and you fam in my prayers. Keep shining, I know that's what he would have wanted.

Grace: Blessings sis, I just wanted to drop by to wish you and your loves ones a Happy New Year. I pray that your year be fulled with prosperity, health, love, joy, peace and harmony. Kepp Ya Head Up Queen, love ya Sis...Grace

Copa: keep your head up sis...love ya.

FLSoldier: Hey beautiful!!! Keep rocking the mic. I see you doing your thang and you do it so well. I keep hearing that voice in my sleep. I heard you working on a CD, that's great I need to be able to take them words home with me...My personal favorite....Touch Me...lol One Love

bonni: Hey sis!! Your page is so pretty. I just can't stop looking at it. LOL! Don't change it. EVER!! I got rid of my bravejournal, but my website is finally up. So drop by and take a peek. And sign the damn guestbook! LOL!

lately: Nice place you have here!

Steve: Just stopped in to say Hi! Drop by sometime and leave a note, I'd like to chat if you're interested

venom75: Out blog hopping and thought I'd stop in for a visit.

poeticemcee: rain wht up? man its been along time ma got to keep mind thinking journals so i can remember lol have a good day peace and love

bert: hello, just dropping by to say

wishing you've a great weekend!

soul: keep ya head up sis....miss you!

Meekz!: Hey Rain, I know how you feel Sistah! SOmetimes you hafta take time out for yourself or you WILL crash and BURN! Take care

eric: Dear friend, come and leave a blessing

, no matter you come from

or not.

rage:

mannn, this is hot... We can't do nuthin but blame it on tha reign!! speak poet

Blu: Hey sis. I'm here...just not all the way here, ya know? My last BraveJournal entry was my huge step inward and that's where I've been since then. I'm okay...just gotta renew Blu. Love ya! Miss ya much!!!

PreciseWisdom: Peace and Harmony sis. Congratulations on Poem of the Month! Wonderful job!!!

eric: wow, great poem !

Soul: hey sis....just stoppin in. take care

Dessa: Hey sis, i hope things are good with you. I'll see you around and congrats on being one of this months POTM picks.

FlSoldier: What's up sexy....still peeping ya doing ya thing and doing it so well.

Cocoqueen: Hey Rain, Just coming thru to show some love and leave my mark. Hope all is well Sis.

Brandy: Hey sweetie! Just wanted to stop in and say hello. Lova ya!

---Lil Bit

Blu: GIRL!! I just read where I share the same birthday with your brother. You aren't gonna believe this but YOU share the same birthday with my sister!!! How bout that??!! LOL LOL Call me chica!!!

Soul: guess who WILL be attending, participating and volunteering in Southern Fried?

Dessa: what happened to poeticnites? the page wont pull up for me, did they move the site?

Blu: Hey lady!! YAY, SOUTHERN FRIED!!!! Can't wait to hang out with you!!!!

PreciseWisdom: Peace and calm sis. I pray that you are feeling better. Take care of yourself. Blessings

brandy: Happy Mother's Day beautiful!

Blu: Happy Mother's Day!!!

Dessa: Happy Baby Mama's Day!

blu: Hey lady!! Love the latest entry...lots of different stuff there...made me feel so at home. LOL

cb: Rain that's cool. Great present for her. My mother passed years ago, bless her soul, and I know she would love that kind of gift. Thanks for stopping by , Im hoppin and cruising journal's toniteeeeeee

soul: where you at?

brandy: hey pretty lady! love ya much.

cb: Keep your head up and look at each day as its a new day! Nice color's dessa

Amber Pamber: I like your blog. Great reflections on rain.

Dessa: ooh this background is getting on my nerves..no more animations! I'm gonna change it.

Dessa: okay i finished redoing your journal and banner, i hope you like it. if you don't like the blk background let me know.

Dessa: I have a new blog I'd like you to link. I'm keeping the old one but this one is for my random poetic expression. http://candyacidreign.blogspot.com/

Bonni P.: Why we gotta get Dess? What she do now?

Sev:

Soul: im baaaaaaaaaaaaaack!! new journal entry and er'thang. keep doing your thang REIGN!

brandy: hey lady! just saying hello...I know how you feel but it will come to pass. Love ya!

Friday, March 10th 2006

19:23

My Mind Playing Tricks On Me

Mood: Scared as hell
Music: All eyez on me...Tupac
Storm: Brewing
Quote I'm Feeling: What the f@#$%

Poetry has been my escape and my love. I've accomplished so many things, but my heart still feels empty. I don't know what went wrong with my mind today, but I was talking to my mother and I think I suffered temporary insanity because I almost asked her where my Dad was. I caught myself in mid sentence, but I think she knew what I was in the process of asking her because she went totally silent. I freaked out because I don't want to remind her or make her think I'm crazy.

I love my Dad with all my heart, but I know he's gone and I've grieved. I have my moments, but I've handled it somewhat. So why did my mind go south on me like that? That was scary, so much so that I got up and went in a conference room at work and took a deep breath.

Maybe it's all the medication I've been on. I took a trip to the emergency room the other night because I've had a tension headache since Saturday and I had to have injections to get rid of it. Normally that would get rid of it, but it hasn't gone anywhere. I really don't know what the hell is going on. I'm begining to think my family needs to increase the insurance policy because I'm going to join Elizabeth like Fred Sandford.

Maybe I just need a vacation, take a few days with just me to relax and enjoy me, myself and I. I've finished the cd, my feature is coming up on 21st so maybe after that I will take that time and go somewhere and just chill.